Mia’ Melancholies

C’mon and tell me baby

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Do you believe in love
The way that I do?
And when you find the one
Wherever you go
They’ll travel with you
What can I say?
Where do I start?
To pick up the pieces
Of your broken heart

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Tell me one more time
Why your heart cannot be mine
Look into my eyes and say
That love has gone
And I’ll be man enough to walk away
Tell me one more time
Why your dreams cannot be mine
‘Cause I won’t believe it’s true
Until I hear it from you

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Do you believe in love?
There’s no right no wrong, no, no
Love’s just an open road
With different ways of moving on
I dare you to stay
And work this thing out
‘Cause leaving is taking
The easy way out

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Tell me one more time
Why your heart cannot be mine
Look into my eyes and say
That love has gone
And I’ll be man enough to walk away
Tell me one more time
Why your dreams cannot be mine
‘Cause I won’t believe it’s true
Until I hear it from you

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Back in my life
I want you so bad
And losing you is losing all that I had
And this is crazy
So why can’t you see
You’re the only one that ever mattered to me

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Oh baby
Look into my eyes
Love is truly gone
I will run away
Tell me one more time
Dreams cannot be mine
No I won’t believe it
Until I hear it
Until I hear it from you

I dont know…

the fact that i know…

i dont really want to know…

but then, i really do know…

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what i’ve known?

who i’ve known?

where i’m known?

how i know?

which i know?

when i know?

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i dont really even know…

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what u know…

who u know…

where u’re known…

how u know…

which u know…

when u know…

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then, i dont know.

is it really that hard to find the one u admire, admires back u??

why is it that hard??!

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im getting fed up with this tension…

the "un-be-loved-able" tension…

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the only thing that keeps me going on are…

my parents…’s love

money…’s addiction

my bestiesss…’s caringssss

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I’ve been loveless till this day…

and good thing god send Lieslie to study with me~

as she knows me very well…

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love-less or love-full

i really dont give a damn now~~

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everytime…

i’ll just lie to myself…

maybe my time hasnt come…

just stay still… till fates give me a call…

= [

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Un-Be-Loved-Able

SaNsaN. 93

Foot steps on my shadow ,

my vision’s blured ,

viewing twice the screen ,

applied twice on heart .

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doubled my melancholy ,

deepened my scarss …

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my love with the love ,

shock shocked them ,

each locked their soul on mine …

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my love rushed towards me ,

lips vibrate silence …

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hand pushed my love away ,

leg move back and rushed ,

without me giving order …

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breathing hard ,

siren screams ,

tear rolls ,

vision blurs .

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clock stopped ticking …

heart stopped beating …

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two bright light bumped me ,

i took off with angel wings ,

vision never this clear ,

i saw heaven gateway .

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eyes shut ,

nose numb ,

ear silent ,

mouth vibrate slowly …

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lastly speeched out ,

my historic quote .

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" I’m a sinner ,

for which ,

you’re my sin . "

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Killed by ,

SaNsaN .93

Dance under the Moon …

Roams with the winds …

Fireflies, glistens …

Together …

Dance my Feel ~~

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The pull, which pulled our heart together …

The push, which pushed our thought aside …

The spin, which spinned our soul …

Intertwined …

Dance my Feel ~~

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U took my hand …

I took yours …

The rhythm has just begun …

So let’s …

Dance my Feel~~

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Eyes to eyes… no secret

Hand to hand… our warmth

Lips to lips… lose control

Flesh on flesh… another destination

Together …

Dance my Feel ~~

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Sweat… rolls down our body line

Heat… rise upon our body language

Breathe… became hard to control

The night’s still young …

So let’s …

Dance my Feel ~~

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Felt by:

SaNsaN. 93